For days, weeks, (months?) the emotional intensity has been building. Enormous, silent whines of “Why???” echo through the vast psychic chambers of consciousness.
“How much more can I take?”
“When will I be enough?”
“Why is everything so hard?”
Does it help to know this is a condition, a phase of time, the unraveling part of becoming?
Yeah, I didn’t think so.
The Full Moon in Pisces, for some, is an exhilarating, no-drugs-needed, I’m-totally-tripping bliss trip into supremely focused bliss. They’ve got planets in all the right places! But for most of us…
You’ve got it! Subconscious Reality Moon in There Is No Spoon Pisces yanks hard on Practical Makes Perfect Virgo Sun. AND – Which Pill Will You Take Neptune is conjunct the Moon, adding exponential levels of emotional challenge to the mix.
I FEEL WORN AND WOUND UP AT THE SAME TIME
That’s what I’m talking about. Communications Master Mercury and What I Love Venus leap into Relationships FIRST Libra tomorrow. Their shift adds even more emotional intensity!
I GO FROM FREAKED OUT TO NUMB
This is what a wild animal does when trying to escape a mudhole or quicksand: struggle madly, then fall back, exhausted. Catch your breath, then start all over again.
HOW DID YOU KNOW?
Eh, lucky guess. Anyway. STOP that. This is self damaging behavior.
SO WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
Growth is uncomfortable. Believe it or not, as you contemplate the many faults you may find in yourself or another, as you examine the multiple things you’ve started and stopped, or as you consider the possibilities of binge-watching vs. social feed scrolling, actual shift and growth is possible. It may even be in the works. Like the cake in the oven, ya gotta let it have some time to cook.
I don’t know, but I do know that this Pisces Full Moon, with the Stellium in Virgo, and the I Got Your Gift Right Here Baby Jupiter T-Square marks a major change point. Someone has turned up the heat in the alchemical cauldron for personal, and transpersonal, change and growth.
I’M READY TO GET PAST THIS NOW
Ok, then do a Full Moon Ceremony.
You can do this at any time, but right NOW is GOOD!
IT SOUNDS HARD
I know, but it isn’t.
Go outside and look at the moon. If you can’t see the moon, then at least go outside. And if it’s too hot/cold, whatever, do this when you can.
Look up at the moon or in the direction where you think the moon would be.
Ask the question, internally or aloud, “WHY?” You can whine, draw it out, repeat it endlessly. Go ahead.
If you have space and privacy, add some moves of frustration with this. Clench your fists, jump up and down, make a fuss. Whine some more, “Why????”
I FEEL SILLY
At some point you’ll either break into guffaws of laughter or big, hot tears. Doesn’t matter, both signal release. Good Job!!!
Laugh or cry yourself out. Then stand tall, close your eyes again, and just breathe.
Whatever you hear is an answer. Not “the” answer,” but a good one. When you hear nothing, that’s an answer too. Hearing nothing means it’s not about you in that there is no God/Karma/Evil Whatever picking on you.
There’s Earth element gravitas, group dharma pain, and rebirth pangs (I’ll Turn You Over And Spank You Pluto sextiles this Pisces Full Moon – Grrrowl!) shaking up all of us.
Keep breathing and imagine that all your tempestuous Water energy, your heavy Earth energy, your lightning zap Air energy, and your impatient Fire energy come into a new balance. What would it feel like to be balanced? Imagine…
Focus that vision in the middle of your Third Eye. Send it like a laser beam of light right up into the center of the Full Moon.
Let it go.
Congratulations. You passed the “test,” released the baggage, received the gifts, and sent a clear request to be fulfilled. In fact, you didn’t “waste” all the emotional intensity but harnessed it and channeled it toward your highest and best good. You rock! Take the rest of the night (or day) off.
You EARNED it.
Make this a Full Moon to ROAR about!
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This is a general interpretation not meant to address individual natal charts, soul journeys or destiny paths. Take what works for you and leave the rest behind! Love!